Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Sitting and Thinking When I Should Be Working!

That's right, I should be working right now, but I'm not! I don't like my job. I have a shady boss that is a gossip and fake. He's a man and I am surprised by his behavior to be honest. But what can you do? You have to make adjustments to the people in your work surroundings. After awhile though, you can no longer make these adjustments. You have to make the change yourself. Do you want to stay or go? The Clash created my in the moment theme song of Should I Stay or Should I Go? I need to get away from a place that I find toxic in my life. We don't need my paycheck. We don't need this hassle in our household...we is my hubby and me. I am going to quit soon and be a stay at home AF wife and go back to school. Peru State College here I come!

My spouses group has had a tragedy happen today that needs to be dealt with. I see little done within my husband's squadron so the spouses must make up for the lack of strong caring. I am very happy to do this because it's my duty. I must provide for the morale of the squadron. I am a spouse of an Air Force man and because of that my purpose is to be as actively involved as possible. I sound old-fashioned but I don't care. This is what we are here for. The military goes through so much and we must care for them.

So, to work I will go...getting my life together and caring for the lives of others. I never thought I would be this way...but I love the moments when I know we're making a difference. A difference is what can be provided.

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